If u're interested keep reading, if u're not please dont waste ur time and go to make smth with ur life :)
Its late, yeep it is. And i want to write, i dont know what about, but i want to...so...lets let the randomness lead me to somewhere this midnight.
I could talk about music, about movies; also write some poetry or post a photo; i can find myself thinking of love or i might be thirsty, i guess it doesnt make any difference.
Where i am tonight, is the place i longed to be and i didnt realize i already was here. Now i'm discovering and falling so deep inside me that i hardly belive i'm this tall, now i know why i felt so small before.
I could talk. i know i can. but theres still a question roaming, Could i talk to you?
You, i write for you, i sing, i speak, i dream of you, but Do i know you? Who are you?
if, somehow, you are reading this, somewhere...just let me thank you.
i know you are altough i dont know you, and certainly i want to.
but i'm taking one second, maybe two, to realize i do know you.
i rememeber you form the early days. watching an animated movie or singing meaningless songs. talking to me thru me.
i remember you've grown up with me, but now i wonder... might i be you?
is there a half that i cant find thru all the way i've been walking?
Doesnt matter.
Randomness has taken me to random questions and i dont even know if theres someone to answer.
Shut up, myself, shut up!
i dont want to chase an answer. i dont want to chase anything anymore. i'm inside finding, not out chasing.
i'm inside, thats true. i'm inside me. so what?
Let me share myself with you. Let me try what you've got to share. Dont you feel like?
i can tell you that, these ways, are dangerous to walk, fascinating as long as you keep walking, and makes you stronger every time you realize that i'm walking the other way in.
i walk the other way than you, but we're getting to the same place. Some people call it friendship, other can tell you this is just society, crazy people (the best) just call it love.
i'm a writer, i like books, and i like words, but they are never enough...theres no word for this.
This is Randomness!
this is where i am an hour after i started to write, and i couldnt find words to express myslef, not yet....not tonight.
This is Randomness!
sky,sun,clouds,young ones, old ones, cookies, some milk, silence, noise, voices, thoughts, sparks, rain, images, feelings, pasta, lemonade, heat, cold, desires, kisses, bites, loneliness, midnight, sunset, wind, grass, sea, sand, a pillow, you, me.....
This is Randomness!
Saam Xxxxxx
